Category: love

Description: can I give you advice that you did not ask for? you're a good communicator and I wish you'd stop telling stories 'bout yourself that aren't true at all it's a technical inaccuracy and I know you hate those I remember in December how easy words flowed in the golden hour your gold tongue shone on and on now the perfect summer could be ours if you know that it's not communication where you're falling short you don't like feeling bad and sad so you run and hide and you'd rather feel an absence than to look inside and you hide under the covers while I try to explain that I see your golden heart with an attention tear it's not communication that you're struggling with it's you it's you I know you have decisions to make, I do too but the thesis behind this is that we make it good when we move and talk and fuck like teammates, not alone but you'd rather lose me than yourself and it shows you don't like feeling bad and sad so you run and hide and you'd rather feel an absence than to look inside and you hide under the covers while I try to explain that I see your golden heart with an attention tear it's not communication that you're struggling with it's you it's you [break] and while our house is quiet and dark my fears creep in the worst part of me is I fill silence with thoughts like this you don't even like me, you just like how it feels when my attention's pouring on you and you'll just catch a little bit it's not communication that I'm struggling with it's me it's me you don't like feeling bad and sad what a mess this is if you'd rather feel an absence and I don't know how I feel you hide under the cover while I try to disguise that I think that you're a gift to my attention sphere it's not communication that we're struggling with it's this it's this